i’m studying for tomorrow’s exam.
haiz.
though i kept on saying i wouldn’t do as well as last semester for sure.
but deep in my heart.. i still hope that i will..
last semester i scored 3As (one is A+ even) and 3Bs.
will i be able to maintain my grades, do even better or worst, no As at all.
suddenly, i thought of why so many people prefer blogging online than writing a diary (handwritten).
for me, though i’m keeping a handwritten diary too but i still perfer blogging.
i perfer typing than writing.
it’s faster in that way…i can type such a long entry within such a short time and i wouldn’t feel tired.
i wouldn’t feel my hand aches too..
the funny thing is i seem to be able to think better.. as in my mind flows more smoothly while i’m typing than writing.
tell you a secret.. the reason why i keep the handwritten diary is because i meant to give it to C.. as a present.
but he knows of it already cos i showed it to him when we had a BIG BIG quarrel the other time..
after we had celebrated our 3rd year anniversary..
you might think it seems that we always quarrel but actually we are very loving one..
he took a lot of his own time off to accompany me..
instead of some guys who prefer going out with their friends..
he rather spend the time with me..
and even don’t mind to accompany me with my friends..
maybe because i’m his first love??
hmm..
is it true that guys always treat their first love better.. or if not, it’ll always be their sweetest memory to keep?
i guess only guys will know then. 
